memoirs

  • Calque Ulus

    Doing semantic drowning on a 3 day long earworm. I flicked a switch and it glitches like a scratch on a vinyl disc, wriggling Continue reading

  • Loops

    My memory improves. My lived experience is freshly reactivated. Ouchie sometimes. One of the affective contagion benefits within myself as retrosynthesis. My understanding of this changes over time including the more I’m consistent with programmatic loops I’ve been recommended by… Continue reading

  • Neurophenomenological interview with LLM

    It bore me fruit. I got my first image generated ever from Deepseek R1. From Schizoaffective Disorder to Metabolic Syndrome to Keto Diet tapering off antipsychotics and mood stabilisers; to exercise physiology then NDIS psychosocial support including art appreciation, Latin… Continue reading

  • Whistful Gambler Memoir

    I used to be a compulsive gambler on poker machines.  I stopped using them in 2007. Stopping was the first priority and only now do I realise the likely reasons I got hooked  I had problems with being on my… Continue reading