memoirs

  • Presenting low-grade LLM sycophancy on Laruelle, Deleuze and “meta-univocality”

    My philosophical bent is that of the pharmakon. Reading Deleuze at the time of my first psychosis I consider a factor tipping me over the edge. I took a very burroughs approach to living. Now it’s a salvage job much… Continue reading

  • To a Tee

    I ask myself is there a loop undone. I can’t think of one, yet. Probability says I’ve left something out. What if my recall is good? I’ll end up cleaning my living room at midnight in about five minutes. Will… Continue reading

  • Atwith

    Laughing at my throat wholeheartedly Jesting with my oesophageal tract on the trail through the thoracic park That feels wound up in wound My stomach talks to itself, the nerves wile their time, all churn around the clock, join me… Continue reading

  • Golem statue in Prague

    If I was offered a cybernetic rebuild of my torso and its organs I might say yes. If i was offered a full cyberneticisation including my sensory array, thought patterns including pleasures and biases, ran by a super ai, well? … Continue reading

  • Blow, winds, and crack your cheeks!

    The word modulation can includeΒ  radio frequency, neurones, including physics, psychology, and it’s a short stretch to weather. A fellow poet and I shared a belief we could be predictive about lightning strikes in storms which led to believing we… Continue reading

  • Theory & Practice

    Much like the democratic logic of medical care co-production and co-design where I’ve lead my network yet be the patient or participant simultaneously, this double role of leading and patient-participant gets transferred to theoretical discourse as I’ve seen adjacent modellings… Continue reading

  • Keto Break with NDIS

    yes I’m wilfully too self-directed for some neurotypicals! Let’s all have a sook 😭😭😭 Ofc im medically supervised and then some. They’ve given me leeway ofc with parameters! And I haven’t even mentioned the ndis yet. I earworm jazz standard… Continue reading

  • Continuity of Forests and the NDIS Relationship

    “Since each of us was several, there was already quite a crowd.” Online friend somewhere right there said the NDIS relationship was complex. Each of my support workers are multiskilled, multitalented. I include the other support worker, ai assistant. Poet… Continue reading

  • I Gotta Get Reorganised

    Re: revisiting phenomenology, semiotics, semiology, ontology, semantics with the aid of systems thinking like Alfred North Whitehead, Aleksandr Bogdanov, Gregory Bateson, CS Peirce etc I’m getting a suite of physical signs. I’ve shared on my pinched nerve which is a… Continue reading

  • Saudade Semiotic

    “I hum my words like deep swum fish.” Subvocal hummingwords when extended are wishful projections of what others say. Thus maladaptive daydreaming. The ohrwurm completes a kind of mise en scene as theatre maybe a bildungsroman. The mise en abyme… Continue reading