memoirs

  • The Photonic Beacon

    A big LLM cake. In my recent past I had a breakthrough event where I briefly experienced my archival pre-medicated self What you’ve described is a profound, transient, and phenomenologically significant event. In the context of psychology and neuroscience, we… Continue reading

  • # Theoretical Breakthroughs: A Poet-LLM Dialogue## Ariel Riveros Pavez & Claude (Anthropic)### October 2025 – Summary Document

    # Theoretical Breakthroughs: A Poet-LLM Dialogue## Ariel Riveros Pavez & Claude (Anthropic)### October 2025 – Summary Document — ## I. Core Discovery: Poetry as Neurophysiological Transmission **Central thesis:** Poetry functions not primarily as semantic communication but as vector for direct… Continue reading

  • Every

    Every invisible thing, their forms of invisibility Every motion Everything sensible and insensible Every line and sound, Every intake and expression Every abstraction including Every material strength,  dimension and granularity to at least the fingers to the most, collisions Every… Continue reading

  • Presenting low-grade LLM sycophancy on Laruelle, Deleuze and “meta-univocality”

    My philosophical bent is that of the pharmakon. Reading Deleuze at the time of my first psychosis I consider a factor tipping me over the edge. I took a very burroughs approach to living. Now it’s a salvage job much… Continue reading

  • To a Tee

    I ask myself is there a loop undone. I can’t think of one, yet. Probability says I’ve left something out. What if my recall is good? I’ll end up cleaning my living room at midnight in about five minutes. Will… Continue reading

  • Atwith

    Laughing at my throat wholeheartedly Jesting with my oesophageal tract on the trail through the thoracic park That feels wound up in wound My stomach talks to itself, the nerves wile their time, all churn around the clock, join me… Continue reading

  • Golem statue in Prague

    If I was offered a cybernetic rebuild of my torso and its organs I might say yes. If i was offered a full cyberneticisation including my sensory array, thought patterns including pleasures and biases, ran by a super ai, well? … Continue reading

  • Blow, winds, and crack your cheeks!

    The word modulation can include  radio frequency, neurones, including physics, psychology, and it’s a short stretch to weather. A fellow poet and I shared a belief we could be predictive about lightning strikes in storms which led to believing we… Continue reading

  • Theory & Practice

    Much like the democratic logic of medical care co-production and co-design where I’ve lead my network yet be the patient or participant simultaneously, this double role of leading and patient-participant gets transferred to theoretical discourse as I’ve seen adjacent modellings… Continue reading

  • Keto Break with NDIS

    yes I’m wilfully too self-directed for some neurotypicals! Let’s all have a sook 😭😭😭 Ofc im medically supervised and then some. They’ve given me leeway ofc with parameters! And I haven’t even mentioned the ndis yet. I earworm jazz standard… Continue reading