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  • Loops

    My memory improves. My lived experience is freshly reactivated. Ouchie sometimes. One of the affective contagion benefits within myself as retrosynthesis. My understanding of this changes over time including the more I’m consistent with programmatic loops I’ve been recommended by… Continue reading

  • Neurophenomenological interview with LLM

    It bore me fruit. I got my first image generated ever from Deepseek R1. From Schizoaffective Disorder to Metabolic Syndrome to Keto Diet tapering off antipsychotics and mood stabilisers; to exercise physiology then NDIS psychosocial support including art appreciation, Latin… Continue reading

  • A Medical Heptalog

    My afferent is different to your referent Continue reading

  • Neural Weather Pattern

    Today’s self-regulation and insight: insight. I prefer the word awareness. I’ve economised my holistic health regime. Like ditching the b complex vitamin to standalone b12 to doing my home gym workout and physiotherapy all in the morning. I still get… Continue reading

  • Door Frame Loop

    First it’s wonder. Then wish. Then grief at dashed wishes. Then desire persists. Then a whiff of will. Then a vision coexisting with  resistance. Then the germ and its season.  Then the bravado of a goal but you call it… Continue reading

  • A Fleeting Summary by Maja Topic | Guest Writer

    had an interesting exchange w/ the bookshop owner of Adelaide’s oldest and best second hand bookstore 2day I started with asking him “got any Phillip k?” and he slightly cocked his head up from being buried in a book, scoffed,… Continue reading

  • Insomania

    6+ months of poor and broken sleep.  First it was diligence and fun. Then it was sparkling and fantastic; and in the final sliver it was intense and unbearable. Now for somnolence. Sluggish and fog ridden.  Knocked out, bedbound. Then… Continue reading

  • Picking up found object from where I left off

    Preface: Today is World Poetry Day. I found out on the day. My last poem ‘Retrogerminate’ was two years ago. The same time I caught my first case of Covid: The principal of planting a seed such as a historical… Continue reading

  • Retrogerminate

    Retrogerminate Break an egg on the bridge of my nose Search a decades old signal screen transmission of polises that no longer exist. We plucked the 100 year old child out of you and it was shocked by snows and… Continue reading

  • Heart Death

     the talk of metal hydraulics  avionic gush as to a heart  in game has been abandoned  due to the angel of death taking  up home in now a watercan heart Sat by a bed At any slip  taking me in… Continue reading