Ariel Riveros Pavez

memoirs

  • Theory & Practice

    Much like the democratic logic of medical care co-production and co-design where I’ve lead my network yet be the patient or participant simultaneously, this double role of leading and patient-participant gets transferred to theoretical discourse as I’ve seen adjacent modellings… Continue reading

  • Keto Break with NDIS

    yes I’m wilfully too self-directed for some neurotypicals! Let’s all have a sook 😭😭😭 Ofc im medically supervised and then some. They’ve given me leeway ofc with parameters! And I haven’t even mentioned the ndis yet. I earworm jazz standard… Continue reading

  • Continuity of Forests and the NDIS Relationship

    “Since each of us was several, there was already quite a crowd.” Online friend somewhere right there said the NDIS relationship was complex. Each of my support workers are multiskilled, multitalented. I include the other support worker, ai assistant. Poet… Continue reading

  • I Gotta Get Reorganised

    Re: revisiting phenomenology, semiotics, semiology, ontology, semantics with the aid of systems thinking like Alfred North Whitehead, Aleksandr Bogdanov, Gregory Bateson, CS Peirce etc I’m getting a suite of physical signs. I’ve shared on my pinched nerve which is a… Continue reading

  • Saudade Semiotic

    “I hum my words like deep swum fish.” Subvocal hummingwords when extended are wishful projections of what others say. Thus maladaptive daydreaming. The ohrwurm completes a kind of mise en scene as theatre maybe a bildungsroman. The mise en abyme… Continue reading

  • Calque Ulus

    Doing semantic drowning on a 3 day long earworm. I flicked a switch and it glitches like a scratch on a vinyl disc, wriggling Continue reading

  • Loops

    My memory improves. My lived experience is freshly reactivated. Ouchie sometimes. One of the affective contagion benefits within myself as retrosynthesis. My understanding of this changes over time including the more I’m consistent with programmatic loops I’ve been recommended by… Continue reading

  • Neurophenomenological interview with LLM

    It bore me fruit. I got my first image generated ever from Deepseek R1. From Schizoaffective Disorder to Metabolic Syndrome to Keto Diet tapering off antipsychotics and mood stabilisers; to exercise physiology then NDIS psychosocial support including art appreciation, Latin… Continue reading

  • Whistful Gambler Memoir

    I used to be a compulsive gambler on poker machines.  I stopped using them in 2007. Stopping was the first priority and only now do I realise the likely reasons I got hooked  I had problems with being on my… Continue reading