Someone asked me what is reality. Atm with classical mechanics I can only say about nature as natural philosophy and that finds a ping in Schelling who forecasted a “speculative physics.”  Atm again, I look to Deleuze and their modes… Continue reading

There’s a bitcoin social media site and everyone is passed the guru years, passed the beef sandwich power snack, passed resurrecting pepe, passed the venetian patrimony, passed ironic kayaking instagram, passed being told about anything from anyone else and passed… Continue reading

Hypothesis: Every perception has a memory. All somatosense including novelty metamorph, has memory. Sense has memory. Time is just full sense-memory.  I went into detailed memory and full sensory perceptive array of my very first psych intake. Full Proust. Down… Continue reading

1993 I’m in the main quad of Sydney University and it’s 23 Celsius. Im wearing a white shirt. looking at the jacaranda tree. From here am just attempting thermoceptive temporal body memory. back then I was thinking I would never… Continue reading

1. Charm 2. Invisibility (vs psychologist) 3. Dispel Demon  4. Melting Moonlight 5. Wand of random apophusis  6. Time travel (now-my pre-medicated life pre 96-fin de siecle imaginary) 7. Parametrism 8. Lemma 9. Breath of Disentanglement  10. Dream of Language-Image … Continue reading

 Occasionally I jut my lower lip in slowed emotion of embarrassment of my time wealth portioned to antimemory and the irony of the speculative reformatting of my designated pathology of aptitude working memory as take a wrong turn on the… Continue reading

First hum word of the day “apothusis” is apophysis. Never heard of it. An offshoot, a skeletal outgrowth or apothysis top and bottom of column curve outwards. Also apophyge.  Besides using a model of my heard voices turning into internal… Continue reading

Medical culture at my local MH LHD uses a term for community outpatients “the sarcastic consumer.” Informally 100% of the community outpatient base hate meds as my case manager commented once. And at certain thresholds the term is weaponised. The… Continue reading

 What They Don’t Get They don’t get  I was speaking two languages. They don’t get  I was DV homed. They didn’t get  how universal disapproval comes to land in the bottle and I.  They didn’t get they got it wrong.… Continue reading

Before we leave I’ve left the tracked traffic to resting, emerge a cloaked identity, or signal from barrelling worlds. I hear out. Ships’ sprayed noise  like spume buildings, sand washing. Before we go clank on the scaffolding, I am practicing… Continue reading