Field theory of the senses. autotheory: noumenology of psychosis, chronesthesia as pre-diagnostic association prose, poetry

dedicated to Marrickville Community Health Centre, Department of Biological Flow and Jezza. I was living in a social housing place I called The Petersham Sound Bubble. Trucks, trains and underneath the flight path. The noise was unrelenting. This, along with… Continue reading
Things I found on the way home: a mini chupa chup strawberry sour, shrinkwrapped. a lilac boiled lolly, shrinkwrapped, half used Cortic -DS 1% cream 30gm, 5 cents. I’m on a bus on City Rd near Victoria Park a motorbike… Continue reading
I’ve been working on articulating my multisensory dreaming that like many people are not just purely visual. I once dreamt I was reading words. I shouldve written the actual text I read in that dream. Hermeneutical dreaming. A question of a writer’s… Continue reading
Werner Herzog said the poet gazes fearlessly into the dark crystal. Maybe the fearlessness trope transforms and the dark crystal melts into rivulets. I had a dream where a clear voice of a past family member talked to me. In… Continue reading
I write as a consumer of NGO supported housing and employment services. In the lucky seven years I’ve been in housing instability I got the sense that I was being left out of communications in supported share houses I’ve lived… Continue reading
I know what it’s liketo be told you’re fatold ugly brokeand unable to sexually satisfy, only to be toldafter this death’sbeen drawn outthat you’re perfect. I know what it’s liketo be seducedand the door closedbecause I do not know what… Continue reading
On the street from the future, so to speak. Morsels like the Siege of Stalingrad. Depoliticisation is impossible to get the chance to win the game. This is a poor European style Japonisme going to be a good thing. I… Continue reading
A bit after I’d stopped pharmaceutical treatment I started experiencing synchronicities. Or coincidences plus reading into it. What is time without reference though? I was awaiting a return of someone who was holidaying in the tropics. I found RM Ballantyne’s Coral… Continue reading
Idyl-amaranth, unfaded lion’s tail crops past the sun. Singed fur-trim hat for mercury rising in this style 10/6. Nasa explorer and science has venus as intensity. Classical meme and the demesne too big. I still freeze speech and extremities like… Continue reading
“The medical notion of porosity can be seen as pathology. A stable system operates in productive and perceptive flow. Stable porosities, full porosities or otherwise. My porosity is better without public mental health system porosity. And that’s a stat.” After… Continue reading