I’ve stuck in me earworms. First by supermarket playlist. Lasted for days. Found how to stop it by playing guitar or something but it came back. My head, a choiring bell. I tried to overlay with another song or two… Continue reading

It all comes in, I think was one of the titles of poet Rae Desmond Jones’ book. Im reminded of Husserl Europe. A paradigm I have some investment in. In my current worldview of finding paradigms coming in to me,… Continue reading

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1. Your organisation thinks it’s a hero 2. The intergenerational warfare means the word “foodie” is performative privilege instafetish curator supremacy 3. Customers are Karen 4. I deserve to be ceo not because of my overweening IT coding aesthetics but… Continue reading

I had a conversation with a peer support worker. They confided in me their distrust of reality like The Matrix. Watershed. I guided them through Descartes “brain in a vat” thought experiment. Cogito ergo sum. They countered with “there’s a… Continue reading

Second rank shrink appointment: His face expressed an analytical and applied concern consistently. Qua mood it exploits association with angery. He asked me about  mental health. I responded with description of things I do lol. Why bother with phenomenology when… Continue reading

I See, the problem you have with irony is that you’ve forgotten that being unironic was the first comportment in this series not the ensuing. If it’s become a teleology for you you are in some deep fractalised neurotic shit.… Continue reading

I have had a terrible time reading continuously for three days. My drive for this is intensely painful but not pathological bibliomania. Parentheses. Parentheses, brackets, quotation marks, guillemets. I urge all writers to wield these weapons well. It started when… Continue reading

Third rate bukowski impersonation, which is appropriate They all came back in the end And had the gall to ask me for my help with the blade. Even the one I planted. I cried easy back then but don’t let… Continue reading

Rare emotion that felt like living in Francism as a folklorist. Are there affect experiences  that are hapax legomenon and highly significant? Some icky kyriarchal delusion. Then I googled Rosicrucianism and Nazism. Obvious bingo. The name john Dee, alchemist and… Continue reading