yes I’m wilfully too self-directed for some neurotypicals! Let’s all have a sook 😭😭😭

Ofc im medically supervised and then some. They’ve given me leeway ofc with parameters! And I haven’t even mentioned the ndis yet. I earworm jazz standard lullaby of birdland, wordland. I intentionally chose Ravel’s Bolero to earworm just then. Perfect because loops. And it went to final loops to the great ending. Not the whole work. And ended it did and the final spasm glitched like a scratch record. I get a break. A carb break too until my neuropathy that affects my sleep that contributes to my isolated systolic hypertension borne from high ketotic thermogenesis ends. I learnt a lot and enjoyed myself except that last bit.

Parasocial friend and fellow poet at the back related he did keto. Twice! And lost a lot of weight.

My memory improved. I remembered my education and was observant with my internal states with the languages to fit – complex systems thinking,  philosophy, some psychology, literary theory ergo poetry and creative non-fiction.  Having a laksa and a beer now.

Got myself a schmick TENS machine cheap with acupuncture and anatomy charts because I can’t be on codeine forever. Graduate of pain management 101 to my own home remedy level. So many instruments in an ecology of interoperability with me.

Katie’s in Melbourne,  Ross invited me to his gig in Stanmore on Sunday, Christine asked why wasn’t i invited for laksa and beer?

Catch me if you can medico-legal department