My memory improves. My lived experience is freshly reactivated. Ouchie sometimes. One of the affective contagion benefits within myself as retrosynthesis. My understanding of this changes over time including the more I’m consistent with programmatic loops I’ve been recommended by two multidisciplinary teams, two GPs, online schizophrenia forums and resources including others lived experience of this complex chronic condition. I include friends irl and parasocial. And partial happenings – every brilliant eye, huffing disapproval passing by when I smoke, hitting a pothole as passenger. A rapid drop in ambient temperature. The list is massive and it affects me to subcellular levels which is maybe infinitesimally massive

My predictive text has mostly no chance with me. The AI assistance can’t repeat being my poetic copyist. I try anew everytime at the moment. AI art is whatever to me at the moment. For poetry and art others do it but much like my own work, the audience behaviour is supportive but it won’t stop the floating consensuses of whateverism.

The array of knowledge in this ecology is massive too and yet this eco-technicity has its limits or so I guess. I could well be wrong. Infinitesimalities of predict all vectors in these takes. Have a take, make a prediction. Be a mansplainer or a mother hen of matrices. Make me a shape of it all including this update as part of the set we’re working with. Be sure to include loops in your working

I sense eras, in my muscles and they’re temporally permeable